S and J walked in to the living room, hand in hand, and came over to me and said in union “Hello mama” and gave me a kiss on my cheek. Then S started telling me about spirit animals and J interrupted him so he said very sweetly “Um, excuse me J, do you mind if I say it first?” And J said “Yes you can say it first” and he started telling me about how he wants to find his spirit animal and what I think it would be and J was saying “yeah, yeah, yeah” at everything he said. Then J asked if they could go play with Camden, and S said “It’s my turn to walk him but would you like to take my turn?” And J said “Yes, thank you S”

WHERE ARE MY CHILDREN!!! I feel like I am in the twilight zone! It’s too weird and horrible because inevitably they are going to be at each others throats and I just want that part to start! It’s like waiting for a fire cracker to go off, or a balloon to pop. Anyway… it still goes on… I am not sure what to do with it!

ok. They just had a disagreement. Not so much a fight, but it’s closer to normal than it was. It’s not that I want them to fight, I just feel like it is cruel to lull me into a false sense of security. How funny would it be if this was just them now! if they somehow miraculously changed! it would freak me out!