Center of Gravity

يأَيَّتُهَا النَّفْسُ الْمُطْمَئِنَّةُ ارْجِعِى إِلَى رَبِّكِ رَّاضِيَةٍ مَّرْضِيَّةً فَادْخُلِى فِى عِبَادِى وَادْخُلِى جَنَّتِى  

O tranquil soul. Come back to your Lord well-pleased and well pleasing. Enter then among My servants and enter My Paradise.

Last Tuesday my grandmother passed away. There was no one like her by the admission of anyone who met her. Anyone who was lucky enough to have known her. Our life as a family orbited around her and we all seem to have lost our center of gravity.

I am blessed with my parents and my siblings and husband and children but there was always a direction my day headed in. There was always a person we came back to see. There was always someone we wanted to go to and spend time with and she is gone now.

Now something new happens. Something that we don’t know and we don’t know if we will like. But we thank God for everything he has given us and we have faith she is with the One who loves her more than we can love her.

20 responses to “Center of Gravity”

  1. Sara Avatar
    Sara

    الله يغفر لها ويرحمها ويجمعكم فيها بالفردوس الأعلى من الجنه و موتانا وموتى المسلمين

    1. Mama B Avatar

      ameeeeen, wil muslimeen ajma3een.

  2. fashionjadeedah Avatar

    May Allah grant her Aljannah firdaus!

    1. Mama B Avatar

      Ameen. Thank you

  3. undertheabaya Avatar

    My sincere condolences to you and your family. May she rest in peace.

    1. Mama B Avatar

      Thank you, Amen.

  4. American Bedu Avatar

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. I know when losing a loved one there really are not adequate words one can say. I encourage you to rejoice her and not hesitate to share your wonderful memories with her.

    My prayers to you and all of your family.

    Carol

    1. Mama B Avatar

      Thank you so much Carol. Im compiling a list of ‘things they would know if they had known her’ for my children and it’s so much fun remembering these things with my sisters and cousins.

  5. Alejandra Avatar
    Alejandra

    <3

    1. Mama B Avatar
  6. Raewyn Avatar
    Raewyn

    My deepest heart felt condolences to the family.
    May God help you recognise her strenghts in those she leaves behind and forever celebrate the wonderful memories.
    Raewyn

    1. Mama B Avatar

      Dear Raewyn, Thank you so much Amen. ‘May God help you recognise her strengths in those she leaves behind’. Beautiful.

  7. Reem Philby Avatar
    Reem Philby

    عظم الله أجركم والله يرحمها ويغفر لها يارب .. إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون

    1. Mama B Avatar

      Jazaak Allah Khair, Ameem.

  8. om lujain Avatar

    Allah yr7amha dear. I am very sorry for ur loss. Losing a loved one is very hard, may Allah grant you the patience needed during these trying times. May she Rest in Peace <3

    1. Mama B Avatar

      Thank you so much. Ameen ya Rab. I know you have recently lost your father. Allah yjma3na feehm fil janah ya Rab ya Kareem.

  9. Mahin C. Avatar
    Mahin C.

    I am so sorry to hear about your loss. May Allah grant her a place in Jannah. *hug*

    1. Mama B Avatar

      Amen Thank you so much.

  10. mybuzzinglife Avatar

    Awfully sorry at your loss.
    May God give her all the happiness and peace in afterlife.

    1. Mama B Avatar

      Amen, Thank you:)

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